hey,
itls a really slow night...only 7:40pm and it feels like 9:30? =[ IT tomorrow, good luck everyone with tests.
bye..tt
~Chewyy
Tired of the world
Wednesday 18 November 2009
...im tired of the world
idk, but i reckon people always go through this phase every now and then, well if they dont, they're very lucky =[
im just tired, tired of everything. tired of school, tired of people, tired of work, tired just sitting here and typing this blog to no one...
but i guess, when you feel like the worlds given up on you, you musnt give up on the world. right now, i guess...i just dont really want to talk to people much =[ idk, im not sure why, but it is just that way, but right now the only person who probs ill talk to is ezy, as he's in a similar stage i am in...
it is tiring to keep that smile on everyday, its tiring to try and please everyone, its tiring to make sure everyone you know is happy, and it is tiring to help other people =[
but i guess ill keep going, because there will be people out there needing that help, and maybe ill find some comfort knowing that their life is just that little bit better because of me.
right now, i see people laughing, see people smiling with friends, and i just think, i dont really want that...so ive sortve lonerised myself from the world, and i dont know why...
needless to say, ive opened myself up to music, and ill probably stay in this stage for a while. it is so relaxing and a relief, channeling my emotions through music...whether its listening to relaxing songs, or playing it on the piano
ive realised this might sound emo, but then again, no one reads this O.O and no one really cares, but ive learnt that its not important, as ive still got god, still got friends, and still got myself. so this isnt really emo, its sortve...internal happiness, where you just kinda feel at ease...and smile at all the beautiful things in the world
im gonna sit back from everything, make sure everyone else is happy, and just appreciate everything god has given us in this world
~Chewyy
idk, but i reckon people always go through this phase every now and then, well if they dont, they're very lucky =[
im just tired, tired of everything. tired of school, tired of people, tired of work, tired just sitting here and typing this blog to no one...
but i guess, when you feel like the worlds given up on you, you musnt give up on the world. right now, i guess...i just dont really want to talk to people much =[ idk, im not sure why, but it is just that way, but right now the only person who probs ill talk to is ezy, as he's in a similar stage i am in...
it is tiring to keep that smile on everyday, its tiring to try and please everyone, its tiring to make sure everyone you know is happy, and it is tiring to help other people =[
but i guess ill keep going, because there will be people out there needing that help, and maybe ill find some comfort knowing that their life is just that little bit better because of me.
right now, i see people laughing, see people smiling with friends, and i just think, i dont really want that...so ive sortve lonerised myself from the world, and i dont know why...
needless to say, ive opened myself up to music, and ill probably stay in this stage for a while. it is so relaxing and a relief, channeling my emotions through music...whether its listening to relaxing songs, or playing it on the piano
ive realised this might sound emo, but then again, no one reads this O.O and no one really cares, but ive learnt that its not important, as ive still got god, still got friends, and still got myself. so this isnt really emo, its sortve...internal happiness, where you just kinda feel at ease...and smile at all the beautiful things in the world
im gonna sit back from everything, make sure everyone else is happy, and just appreciate everything god has given us in this world
~Chewyy
Bai Ren Kan Bu Dong
Tuesday 17 November 2009
Found this fairly amusing =]
And Im posting this now cus i think im gonna be capped tomorrow
i like rain =]....tt
~Chewyy
And Im posting this now cus i think im gonna be capped tomorrow
i like rain =]....tt
~Chewyy
English over!
HEYY!
OMB...ENGLISH FINALLY OVER! TODAY I PRESENTED, THOUGH I WAS NO WAY NEAR PREPARED, as i was hoping our group wouldnt be chosen....wen over the time limit by like 2 minutes =.= too
so i ended this epically crap english course forever! =D but i did prob do a shit job, hoping for a B :S.
Yeh, that i would love to share the joy of ending this stupid english course...
lets think about what i did over the year...
Term 1.
Male Masculinity Speech - WTH?
Male Masculinity Short Story - was okayish-crap
Term 2.
Poetry Analysis Report - so crap =.=
English Biography Website - i hate making sites now >.<
Term 3
Three Media Analysis Articles - pretty crap, we had to explain discourses n stuff
Novel/Film Comparison - really shit =.= in class, couldnt take it home
Term 4
Romeo and Juliet Panel Speech!
OVERRR!!WOOOOOOO!...tt
~Chewyy
OMB...ENGLISH FINALLY OVER! TODAY I PRESENTED, THOUGH I WAS NO WAY NEAR PREPARED, as i was hoping our group wouldnt be chosen....wen over the time limit by like 2 minutes =.= too
so i ended this epically crap english course forever! =D but i did prob do a shit job, hoping for a B :S.
Yeh, that i would love to share the joy of ending this stupid english course...
lets think about what i did over the year...
Term 1.
Male Masculinity Speech - WTH?
Male Masculinity Short Story - was okayish-crap
Term 2.
Poetry Analysis Report - so crap =.=
English Biography Website - i hate making sites now >.<
Term 3
Three Media Analysis Articles - pretty crap, we had to explain discourses n stuff
Novel/Film Comparison - really shit =.= in class, couldnt take it home
Term 4
Romeo and Juliet Panel Speech!
OVERRR!!WOOOOOOO!...tt
~Chewyy
BBQ
Sunday 15 November 2009
hey everyone!
well, ive had a pretty okayish day, well highlight was the Mansfield House BBQ! Oh and hb to ezy! hope u didnt throw my pressie in the bin already O.O anyways...BBQ thats right...yeh, we had a School House BBQ, where they did all this random stuff
1. Random Speeches
grats to all those who received awards
2. BBQ
this was full on crap! I mean the actual food...hahaha im sitting there, me, james and sam are full on raging over the food....
sausages - bit burnt, were full on wrinkly....reminded me of grandpas cus of the wrinkles, then james said "down there" which turned the whole thing suss...
steak - they were okay, just a bit tough to eat, however james was dissatisfied with the burntness of it
dinner bread - WTH full on hard...sam complained it was like a rock, which i sorta agreed, in the end i chucked mine out
salad - you could tell it was left out the entire day...dried bacon bits, stale bread crumb things, that was pretty bad...
hahaha, yeh had fun raging over the food...which i paid $10 on =.=
3. Free Time
Hmmmm the BBQ went quick...and we took it down bball style in our leisure time
Asians vs Non Asians + Sam
Asians won, but we had an hilarious game =D - and i got titled Rebound King...mainly cus i was standing under the hoop seeing as i was so unfit to run ;P
4. Random Dance Sesh
Random dance sesh...needless to say i failed here XP
5. FRICKEN 5KM WALK TO WOOLOONGABBA
Me n louis walked fricken 5km (or somewhere there), all sweaty and tired from bball and running away from james, cus the stupid 230 bus wouldnt come till 7:20...yeh...like omg...worst walk of my life DX
then at cty...i ran into ray n nels....lol and i went with them to eat dinner with rys family, though i only stayed for the sweet n sour soup =I
yeh...if you actually finished reading this...you ARE bored...tt
~Chewyy
~Good luck to everyone with exams
well, ive had a pretty okayish day, well highlight was the Mansfield House BBQ! Oh and hb to ezy! hope u didnt throw my pressie in the bin already O.O anyways...BBQ thats right...yeh, we had a School House BBQ, where they did all this random stuff
1. Random Speeches
grats to all those who received awards
2. BBQ
this was full on crap! I mean the actual food...hahaha im sitting there, me, james and sam are full on raging over the food....
sausages - bit burnt, were full on wrinkly....reminded me of grandpas cus of the wrinkles, then james said "down there" which turned the whole thing suss...
steak - they were okay, just a bit tough to eat, however james was dissatisfied with the burntness of it
dinner bread - WTH full on hard...sam complained it was like a rock, which i sorta agreed, in the end i chucked mine out
salad - you could tell it was left out the entire day...dried bacon bits, stale bread crumb things, that was pretty bad...
hahaha, yeh had fun raging over the food...which i paid $10 on =.=
3. Free Time
Hmmmm the BBQ went quick...and we took it down bball style in our leisure time
Asians vs Non Asians + Sam
Asians won, but we had an hilarious game =D - and i got titled Rebound King...mainly cus i was standing under the hoop seeing as i was so unfit to run ;P
4. Random Dance Sesh
Random dance sesh...needless to say i failed here XP
5. FRICKEN 5KM WALK TO WOOLOONGABBA
Me n louis walked fricken 5km (or somewhere there), all sweaty and tired from bball and running away from james, cus the stupid 230 bus wouldnt come till 7:20...yeh...like omg...worst walk of my life DX
then at cty...i ran into ray n nels....lol and i went with them to eat dinner with rys family, though i only stayed for the sweet n sour soup =I
yeh...if you actually finished reading this...you ARE bored...tt
~Chewyy
~Good luck to everyone with exams
The social tree
Tuesday 10 November 2009
hey all,
well, today ive been thinking about the social status of everyone at school...
and really, this is where all the bullying and crap takes place...
which makes me wonder...why are they doing stupid shit? cool? idiots? dont think things through?
Then i thought...of all those people who hate the "Too cools", and i wondered...why?
Being me...i try to be friends with everyone, and always kind to others (unless im joking around course XD)...
but yeh...so back to the tree...
There are the top --> TC's
This group pretty much belongs to the too cools, height of coolness, usually mucking around, "too cool for school" --> sadly most people in this category think they are better than others, either physically, emotionally, because they are "in" on everything thata cool. So stop here...if you ARE one of these people...just think...are you really better than others? ur better than those nerds who dont have a social life? or those people who work hard at school while you're just mucking around? and remember this...being unkind to others, thinking that you're better than everyone else, what good does it do to you? do you REALLY want to die...knowing that you made someone elses life feeling crap, just because YOU chose to decide to tease or bully them just because they are not like you? are people really going to sink that low? and what good does it achieve? pointing out that they are nerd or stupid will really improve your life?
The Populars
These people are very popular among friends...but are they for the right or wrong reasons? well, i say, you can do w/e you want, just as long as ur not making someone elses life crap (personally like bully etc) So you can act like idiots in class with your mates and joke around, i see no problem in that. And for all those who hurl abuse at them such as "they're idiots, no lives, gonna grow up poor etc"...is that really necessary? all they're doing is having a fun time with their friends, and as long as it does not interfere with you, i see no problem in it. Of course...the good populars are people who are great with their friends, but also respect other people who are different rather than bullying them...tolerance is a great thing...just learn to tolerate other people and life will be so much more relaxed...there is no need to bottle up anger against other people...
The Others
hmm well, if you're reading this, than you are not any of the above. I can only say this...learn to drive your happiness and fun from the inside, find friends you are comfortable with and just enjoy life...cus really,if you are one of those who hates tc's n stuff, just stop n think...as long as they're not interfering with YOU or others...why stir up trouble? they are who they are, accept that fact, and TOLERATE them, because, chances are if you're kind and polite to them, they will probably still carry on, but they wont personally attack you. If you are in trouble with tc's, just be polite everytime, tolerate what they say, cus really? do you care what words come out of their mouths? just laugh it off, and ignore them, and most importantly stay HAPPY inside...unless of course they are seriously bullying you frquently, ask politely for them to stop, or tell the teacher...what are you going to choose? accepting defeat from some idiots who think they are better than you? or stand up, stay strong and stay happy?
I end here....just sharing what was on my mind, because we all share this world, trying to live our lives as happy as we can, so there is no reason to screw someone elses...
ACCEPT what other people are...because in the end, teasing, name calling such as ur a loser, nerd, fat, will achieve nothing...let them have fun, you can have your own fun...
last time i checked, usually its the tc's who pick on the nerds, and the nerds n stuff are innocently just trying to live their like too...so stop n think, WHY are you doing it? Wouldnt it be great if everyone just tolerated each other? Me, i have lots of friends people would classify as "nerds" but do i really care? NO because i find that unique and skilled, and so what if some of them dont have friends? does that affect you in anyway? And plainly, i love everyones personality, be it funny, out there, loud, quiet, because no one is that same, so rather than trying to be the same as others, just like others for who they are, or if not just accept it and move on...
just...think about it...tt
~Chewyy
well, today ive been thinking about the social status of everyone at school...
and really, this is where all the bullying and crap takes place...
which makes me wonder...why are they doing stupid shit? cool? idiots? dont think things through?
Then i thought...of all those people who hate the "Too cools", and i wondered...why?
Being me...i try to be friends with everyone, and always kind to others (unless im joking around course XD)...
but yeh...so back to the tree...
There are the top --> TC's
This group pretty much belongs to the too cools, height of coolness, usually mucking around, "too cool for school" --> sadly most people in this category think they are better than others, either physically, emotionally, because they are "in" on everything thata cool. So stop here...if you ARE one of these people...just think...are you really better than others? ur better than those nerds who dont have a social life? or those people who work hard at school while you're just mucking around? and remember this...being unkind to others, thinking that you're better than everyone else, what good does it do to you? do you REALLY want to die...knowing that you made someone elses life feeling crap, just because YOU chose to decide to tease or bully them just because they are not like you? are people really going to sink that low? and what good does it achieve? pointing out that they are nerd or stupid will really improve your life?
The Populars
These people are very popular among friends...but are they for the right or wrong reasons? well, i say, you can do w/e you want, just as long as ur not making someone elses life crap (personally like bully etc) So you can act like idiots in class with your mates and joke around, i see no problem in that. And for all those who hurl abuse at them such as "they're idiots, no lives, gonna grow up poor etc"...is that really necessary? all they're doing is having a fun time with their friends, and as long as it does not interfere with you, i see no problem in it. Of course...the good populars are people who are great with their friends, but also respect other people who are different rather than bullying them...tolerance is a great thing...just learn to tolerate other people and life will be so much more relaxed...there is no need to bottle up anger against other people...
The Others
hmm well, if you're reading this, than you are not any of the above. I can only say this...learn to drive your happiness and fun from the inside, find friends you are comfortable with and just enjoy life...cus really,if you are one of those who hates tc's n stuff, just stop n think...as long as they're not interfering with YOU or others...why stir up trouble? they are who they are, accept that fact, and TOLERATE them, because, chances are if you're kind and polite to them, they will probably still carry on, but they wont personally attack you. If you are in trouble with tc's, just be polite everytime, tolerate what they say, cus really? do you care what words come out of their mouths? just laugh it off, and ignore them, and most importantly stay HAPPY inside...unless of course they are seriously bullying you frquently, ask politely for them to stop, or tell the teacher...what are you going to choose? accepting defeat from some idiots who think they are better than you? or stand up, stay strong and stay happy?
I end here....just sharing what was on my mind, because we all share this world, trying to live our lives as happy as we can, so there is no reason to screw someone elses...
ACCEPT what other people are...because in the end, teasing, name calling such as ur a loser, nerd, fat, will achieve nothing...let them have fun, you can have your own fun...
last time i checked, usually its the tc's who pick on the nerds, and the nerds n stuff are innocently just trying to live their like too...so stop n think, WHY are you doing it? Wouldnt it be great if everyone just tolerated each other? Me, i have lots of friends people would classify as "nerds" but do i really care? NO because i find that unique and skilled, and so what if some of them dont have friends? does that affect you in anyway? And plainly, i love everyones personality, be it funny, out there, loud, quiet, because no one is that same, so rather than trying to be the same as others, just like others for who they are, or if not just accept it and move on...
just...think about it...tt
~Chewyy
Agesss
Tuesday 3 November 2009
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!
Havent blogged in ages, but because i was capped...so thats was like...15 days ago or something, idk, forgot...yeh
today im uncapped! and wow, what a...15 or something days ive had =o
1. basketball finished...was fun =]
2. umm....we had gps track n field, that was pretty intense at times
3. went to camformers (churchie media awards) 3/10 for entertainment....8/10 for dressing the venue...was pretty pro (Y)
4. i dont remember anything significant now...
oh....yeh...grade 12s! omg...so sad, last week for them =.= i reckon this has been the most awesome year for mansfield...just because of the people, and i will miss loads of people once they graduate =o
wow...yes, also, ive been getting more into my newbie asian music phase, and its been fun =]
hmm...nothing else to blog about...oh wait! yeh...this site is awesome, i found it and was like =OOOOO its got everything! well by everything i mean asian piano music sheets =D
yeh...check that out =]
anywaays...10:22! crap, i should get off this blog now....
-only because ove run outta crap to say-
GOOD LUCK TO ALL GRADE 12'S AND FINAL EXAMS!...tt
~Chewyy
Havent blogged in ages, but because i was capped...so thats was like...15 days ago or something, idk, forgot...yeh
today im uncapped! and wow, what a...15 or something days ive had =o
1. basketball finished...was fun =]
2. umm....we had gps track n field, that was pretty intense at times
3. went to camformers (churchie media awards) 3/10 for entertainment....8/10 for dressing the venue...was pretty pro (Y)
4. i dont remember anything significant now...
oh....yeh...grade 12s! omg...so sad, last week for them =.= i reckon this has been the most awesome year for mansfield...just because of the people, and i will miss loads of people once they graduate =o
wow...yes, also, ive been getting more into my newbie asian music phase, and its been fun =]
hmm...nothing else to blog about...oh wait! yeh...this site is awesome, i found it and was like =OOOOO its got everything! well by everything i mean asian piano music sheets =D
yeh...check that out =]
anywaays...10:22! crap, i should get off this blog now....
-only because ove run outta crap to say-
GOOD LUCK TO ALL GRADE 12'S AND FINAL EXAMS!...tt
~Chewyy
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